Friday, August 03, 2007

Instrument of Torture

Imagine of loving and hating something at the same time. Its like :

  • Thinking and planning for the session but not able to execute the whole plan
  • Not able to be together yet unbearable to be apart
  • Apprehension to meet but hating to leave
  • Sessions that was tiring but leaving you like a million dollars afterwards
  • Sweat dripping all over your body but felt re-energised after it
  • Sessions that felt good but have to practice self restraint to prevent overexertion
  • Pushing yourself to the limit but have to keep some reserve


Arghhhh…even thinking about it is killing me but due to the circumstances I would have to let it go…at least for the time being….it was ripped apart and parts of it taken away. ….Hopefully it can be better soon coz I kinda having withdrawal symptoms at the moment….oh how I miss those sessions…….

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